Once again I am finding myself working at The Oarweed Restaurant in Ogunquit, Maine. It is the same place that I was exactly one year ago. Though I was happy to leave that place with the promise of a “real job” and more money as a Loan Officer with Aegis Lending, I now find that there is freedom to be found there. Perhaps it was the unending stress and anxiety that I found at both Aegis Lending and the office I worked at just prior to coming to the Oarweed (I can’t say the name of it on this site or the paranoid owners of the place will sue me… seriously), but a part of me has really relaxed!
I’ve also been working at Dirigo Mortgage as a Loan Officer. I probably wouldn’t have gone to the Oarweed at all if it wasn’t strictly commision-based pay there. I need time to build up my pipeline (loans that I am working on closing) before I can make Dirigo my full-time job. So, for now, the Oarweed is paying the bills. It’s not so bad having to work two jobs and sacrifice some 65 hours of my time each week. I’ve been reunited with so many great friends by going back to that restaurant, and every time I punch in there I feel like I’m going to a party. It’s not work at all…
I suppose that until my schedule calms down a bit I will have to place my various writing projects on hold. The Dominance Flush screenplay is coming along very well, and I’ve been taking alot of notes concerning other ideas that have popped into my head. I’ve been having quite a few disturbing dreams lately, and many of my ideas have spawned from them. I am probably the only person on this planet who enjoys nightmares… thoroughly.
After weighing the consequences of the next idea that I have quite heavily, I am pleased to reveal that I intend to begin discussions of my dreams here in addition to my regular, goal-related entries. This is for anybody who cares to help me analyze them. I know that I can count on a few: Dina, Tina, Nage_Wannabe (no there will be no further Bloodlines excerpts), and perhaps my loving “Grandma.” I am not afraid of having my ideas stolen because I’ll not be sharing them here… only my dreams that the ideas are based on.
…Look for another post during the next few days.
Thank God! He’s finally relaxing!
You deserve it, man! Money isn’t everything, as long as the needs are met. Your sanity is more important.