Earl Yorke

Mwa ha ha ha… will it ever end? Not in this entry, but definately… maybe in the next one! I think that this next part is my favorite one off all. It addresses my writing back then! I’m not going to blab on about it for too long as I am excited to get it up on here, but know that I am very happy that this portion is finally making it onto the site.

Jeff, I hope that you can appreciate this as well. Back to the letter:

I am sad to say that I have very few strengths right now in my life, Earl. My ability to express my thoughts in fictional works of literature is probably the most important of the few that I do have. Ezeth, my most favorite character in any of my manuscripts is the most significant example of this ability. He is my dark side, he is my evil, he is my anger, and he is the side of me that others seldom see. It is through Ezeth that I am able to show myself that I can be in touch with my own dark side and that I can co-exist with it in some variety of equilibrium. Ezeth is my strength, he is the writer within me; without that all I would have would be my bitterly honest personality which, like my books, tends to upset people quite frequently… but you and I both know that I love it!

While I have few strengths, Earl, my weaknesses are numerous. The most significant of all of these weaknesses is the intensity of my emotions, which can sometimes have bad effects on my mental stability. I seem to always feel bad right now, and this is not a very good thing. It is a feeling that I get in my chest that is so intensely uncomfortable that it feels like someone is driving a railroad spike into my heart. I get this feeling of anxiety when something unexpected (and almost usually undesirable) happens. I’d have to say that my other weakness is my addiction to cigarettes, but I don’t need to go into detail with that to convince you of how bad it is.

My one true love is writing…

There isn’t too much left, but I’ll save it for another night. As always I thank those of you who have joined me in my jouney… it is your support that keeps me going, and I could never have gotten this far without you. You know who you are… you are anyone who is reading this now. By the way, if you happen to be new here, and don’t know who Ezeth is… go ahead and click on his name above if you are open-minded. Welcome to my family.

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